adulthood?

used to know what i wanted
used to have a plan
but as adulthood creeps closer,
im losing all i've planned

im getting impatient
for there are so much desires
which i still cant fulfil

even as im reaching adulthood
i find myself having not a cent to my name
im realising that i've been living off the folks
this took me too long to see.

tis the reason i see
there is no call for celebration
even as i step into the long waited 21

for i've lived in this world for so long
and yet havent done a thing
im losing sight of what i used to think life is about
and im losing the will to live
this old routine life
its boring me out.

maybe its time to look to religion
in an attempt to seek
the purpose of me being on earth